Hi.
I'm Alvin.
I study economics.
I keep notes.
Sometimes they become things.

Most of this started as small questions I kept writing down.

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A page for the things that actually happened.

Entry 02

Questions that
wouldn't leave
me alone.

Most of this did not begin as a plan. It began as things I kept noticing.

The projects are only one kind
of footprint.

Entry 03

What happens when a question leaves the notebook?

University made the questions louder.
Not cleaner. Louder.

Lectures, side projects, half-finished notes, and the slow feeling that economics was less a subject than a way to notice things.

Field note: economics, notes, and unfinished ideas

Entry 04

Do ideas matter if nobody hears them?

I thought ideas were enough.
Rooms proved otherwise.

Talking to people changed the shape of the idea. Some rooms were awkward. Some were loud. All of them were real.

Field note: student election rooms

Entry 05

What happened to the late-night tabs?

Some notes became
things I built.

Not polished at first. Mostly messy scripts, strange models, and enough curiosity to keep opening the laptop.

Field note: things I built

Entry 06

What does discipline look like when nobody is watching?

I picked up a guitar.
It stayed.

That eventually led to Trinity Grade 5 Distinction. Mostly, though, it was repetition: the same few bars, again and again, until they sounded a little less forced.

Field note: classical guitar

Entry 07

What happens if I leave home?

I left for a summer.
Atlantic City was waiting.

Work and Travel in the United States. Uniforms, strangers, bad sleep, practical problems, and ordinary days that felt larger because they were far from home.

Field note: work and travel usa

Entry 08

What does independence feel like before it becomes a story?

Atlantic City was loud.
I was quieter than I expected.

Boardwalk lights, practical problems, and the kind of learning that does not ask for permission first.

Field note: Atlantic City

Entry 09

How big can the world feel in one afternoon?

New York was too much.
I liked that.

A day of looking up, walking too much, spending more than expected, and feeling very small in a useful way.

Field note: new york

Entry 10

What happens when a language stops being only sound?

I started learning Korean.
Slowly.

At first it was just unfamiliar shapes and sounds. Then a few words stayed. Then a few sentences did.

Field note: korean notebooks

Entry 11

Some questions became files.
Some files became tools.

The lab is one drawer in the notebook. It is where the market questions, scripts, and reports ended up.

Entry 12

Music was there
before the dashboards.

I picked up a guitar. It became part of life. Before models and dashboards, there were slow passages, repeated badly, then a little less badly.

Classical guitar

Trinity Grade 5 Distinction

Practice notes

Quiet repetition

Entry 13

What does practice look like before anyone hears it?

Mostly ordinary.
Mostly repeated.

The music part of the story is not a trophy shelf. It is a lot of sitting down, starting again, and hearing the same mistake until it changes.

Field note: practice, performance, and recital photos

Entry 14

What happens before the audience sees anything?

Some nights happened
behind the stage.

Concerts and events became part of life too. Cables, timing, small problems, people moving quickly, and the strange calm of work that has to happen now.

Field note: concerts, events, backstage work

Entry 15

What happens outside the plan?

A music video set.
Background acting.

It was not a career plan. It was something that happened. A room full of people making a scene look natural, even though almost nothing about it felt ordinary.

Field note: music video and background acting

Entry 16

Was America only a trip?

Three months
became a chapter.

Atlantic City, night shifts, daily life, photos, small errands, and the feeling of figuring things out without the usual safety rails.

Field note: atlantic city, new york, daily life, work

Entry 17

It did not happen
in a straight line.

Economics

Started as classes. Became a way to notice incentives, markets, and ordinary choices.

Guitar

A long stretch of repetition, sore fingers, and Trinity Grade 5 Distinction.

Things I Built

Messy scripts, tabs, dashboards, and notes that turned into tools.

Work & Travel USA

Atlantic City, night shifts, daily routines, and learning by being far from home.

New York

One day of walking too much and looking up more than usual.

Korean

Started learning the language. Slowly, sounds began to separate into words.

Events And Sets

Concert work, backstage rooms, a music video, and background acting.

Entry 18

That is most
of what happened.

Not a clean storyline. Just economics classes, guitar practice, late-night tabs, Korean notes, event rooms, set days, Atlantic City shifts, New York walking, and a few tools made because the questions stayed around.